Sayangku dibasahi darah

Said mengangkat pedangnya tinggi, bersiap sedia untuk memenggal kepala ghafar, anaknya. Air matanya mengalir deras, ghafar di pandang penuh sayu, namun dia nekad. Pedang di hayun beberapa kali hampir ke kepala ghafar. Ghafar tidak langsung berganjak walaupun diuji dengan hayunan pedang bapanya. Ghafar tidak menangis, jauh sekali merayu untuk dilepaskan. Dia hanya tunduk,diam,berfikir akan kesalahannya. "Abdul ghafar, adakah kamu akan terus berdiam diri." Said bersuara setelah melihat anaknya tidak gentar akan pedangnya. "Bersuaralah wahai...

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Mengimbau memori

Ktak...tak...tak... Kedengaran bunyi tapak kaki melangkah laju... "How's the patient?still unconcious?" Pandangannya ditumpukan ke arah nurse yang sedang bertugas "Aah doktor hamzah...but we have to wait  for awhile, vital x stabil lagi." Dia mengangguk, kemudian terus berlalu menuju ke bangku yang disediakan. Leher yang sengal diurut perlahan-lahan sambil fikirannya menerawang entah ke mana. Hamzah merupakan pegawai perubatan yang baru sahaja berkhidmat di hospital tanjung karang. Baru pulang ke Malaysia setelah beberapa tahun berkhidmat...

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My shadow life

Lately macam dah tade tujuan da idup.... Macam-macam dah berlaku..... Aku cuma nak hidup Tapi apa yang dapat dilihat sekarang ni Aku umpama zombie Life is like triumph Life is about randomness Be a living things is about chasing the dream Life at dunya is for awhile It is a port before we continue to sail to the hereafter Jom beru...

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Ship story

Firhan sketching something on the paper He really in vain He don't know what to do Somehow his father try to correct him as much as he can Firhan try to change, But he doesn't know why it is still at the same level Might be he never change at all So he sketched a lot He barely speak Mommy call him as a wall, Sturdy yet do not talk as well. Firhan feel like he really need to be a better person And at the same time he feel like he fail to do so He stop sketching suddenly He took out a knife And stab his palm several time Then he close...

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Kisah keledek

I'm going to interview soon... So lets write something in english Last week i accompanied my sister to buy food things I really don't have idea how kupang look like In my imagination,it is an insect that resemble grasshoper... Seriously...i really don't know how kupang look like So my sister drag me to some ikan2 section And kupang is just an animal that got shell like kerang Then when i coming home at pahang, Abah prepared food that i hate the most It is keledek and kacang buncis I was forced to eat both Abah told me "Tau x dulu...

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Kita tak punya apa2

Fiqa terduduk. "Wah sedap ke dengar ceramah free?" Zati menegur. Fiqah diam,fikir apa yang disampaikan sebentar tadi kepadanya barangkali. Saban kali membuat kesalahan, membuatkan dia sendiri lemas. Direnung jam ditangannya,betapa waktu berlalu begitu pantas. Dementia, ya fiqah sudah disahkan menghidap dementia. Setengah perkara amat sukar diingati kini. Fiqah menarik nafas panjang. Perlahan-lahan tangannya mencapai buku nota. Dia perlu mencatat dan terus mencatat, entah sampai bila. Tangannya menggeletar, tidak pasti apa yang ingin...

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pain-killer

farah stare at the old cloth, it belongs to her long last lover he's dead already. she thinks thats, time will heal everything, but it does not. she take awhile,hold the cloth so tight, crying silently. farah is a detective, working together in the same department with fahmi which is her superior really make her happy back then. fahmi died on duty while protecting farah. he got head shot and can't survive. p/s: i listen to painkiller song by speed ft t-ara, seeya and 5 dolls...and suddenly want to write this short story...really...

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sebaik jumpa hang

Sarah tersenyum melihat amir. "today is the day" bisik Sarah di dalam hati.... Amir di hujung sana curi-curi memandang Sarah. dia pasti Sarah berada di sana tapi entah mengapa gundah pula terasa hatinya.. "aku terima nikahnya..........." dan selesai semuanya kini... amir merapati sarah.. "assalamualaikum bakal isteri" sarah terkejut dengan tindakan amir. "bakal?" amir mengangguk "ya la 5 tahun yang lepas..awak bakal isteri saya" Sarah tergelak sendiri... "jangan nak mengarut la........jgn lupa lepas nikah nye photo shoot...ader lagi...

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stalking people

i think that i've got much free times right now... last two days, i was very busy.. handling life... finding what we call is as stability of life... everything is settle just now... and me... don't know what to do... stalking people..... you know....that's really mean... my life is just dull...lonely right now.... and times is super duper fast la sekarang ni.... i really love busy life... working, apart of busying submitting assignment last minute? hahahaa... hari tu aku baca artikel ni pasai keberkatan masa.... u know something....yang...

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finishing school

yay!!!!... dah habis belajaq.... tapi tu la aku kat cni lagi.... dan....tak dan nk say goodbye n thank you to all my friends... yeah....many things happen within four years.... from good things...to not so bad...n finally really bad thing.... the end...we still manage to recover...neutralize to be this good... haha.... me...for all this four year...sticking to this four person like sticking pad.... yeah...even though they really don't like...

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My person

i’ve been watching grey’s anatomy for ninth season now and of course, I couldn’t lie to myself the story is interesting season by season… I started to watch it since I was in form four.. Yep, it did make me want to be a doctor….         But I do not smart enough to be the one…. From the one that want to be a doctor, finally the story has leaded me to be interest with the relationship happen between cristina and Meredith…… Everytime I heard both cristina and mer saying this word...  ...

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printer waktu panas dan berat

aku ada test esok... printer aku nazak duk kat tepi katil aku.... heart rate dia.....oh dah 30 beat kebawah.... dah tak lama nampaknya....... aku usap badannya......... mungkin ini kali terakhir aku puji dia...... kau bagus suatu ketika dahulu...... tet....tet...tettttttttttttttttttttttttt.......... sampai sudah masanya......... kau pergi meninggalkan aku jua...... aku cuma perlu kau bertahan sedikit masa lagi..... nampaknya dirimu......sudah tidak tertahan lagi...... kau pergi jua...... pixmo...... esok...

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language

Hari nie....aku tengok gwiyomi kat utube... and aku end up comment....sillly.... i just try to be myself.. ya la...if i'm going to say they're cute it turns out to be some pleasantries... no sincere... i'm not a gay  liking those stupid...hideous thing..... sorry to say....i'm really sorry for those who like this gwiyomi thingy... and i think i'm not going to watch it again..that's it... ya... aku suka learn bahasa... setiap hari aku akn hafal bhasa.... walaupun later on..... i'll only learn how to pronounce... not knowing what...

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banyak dan gila

Banyak gila benda nak kena solve…. Aku rasa banyak gila…. Mungkin boleh mati…. Ada kat otak….. Tapi x terzahir…….         1.Tujuan…………………..         2. visi….         3. matlamat……………… Kawan aku kata…. Nak jadi blogger…. Cantik…kaya…pandai….. Baru la blogger….. Hahahaaaaa…..kita bkn blogger srius………...

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Abah

I’m 23 this year and abah is 63 this year We’re not talking that much nowadays… Me…at home just a quiet girl…. Like a ghost… And my abah really miss me… He misses the way we use to be Talking…laughing….eating together…sharing problem…. I know…. That’s why he keep scolding me…. Sometimes for nothing…. He keeps gaining my attention by scolding me… But i…let my mouth shut and ignore what he doing….. Some other time…I was really hurtful by what he did… He scold me because others wrong doing Maybe he doesn’t...

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that is us

what makes best friend, best friend.... actually is it about a time...... how long the people know each other.... because it takes time to learn about a person... learning about what they like...and what they don't.. their flaws...intolerable habits... what's cool about that, that is only best friends show their true self and only with u, they share their deep dark secret.... once, you get to know all about that... you'll learn to accept the flaws...and for those who managed to do so..... they'll become better friend....close friend...best...

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ptptn dan jalan-jalan

sepanjang sebulan budak tahun empat hampir gila ptptpn x masuk2 even saya pun terpaksa berputih mata..... broadband tak bayar.... roadtax x bayar....... vpn juga tamat tempoh belum dikira lagi duit penginapan kolej.... ahaaa......... tiba2 duit masuk..... byk gila xtiviti percutian dirangka.... ya la thun akhir...... tapi yang paling menarik.... pegi wat xpdc mungkin.... kat mount of jerai since so many boys go there....... tiba2............rasa x mau pi....... kah....kah....kah.......... save duit aku.... pasni kita duk sabah...

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hugging waktu gila

hugging sana sini..sepah2 tak baik..... satu hari angin saya tah ape2.... duk hugging sana sini..... dgn kawan2.... ada yang marah...ada yang gatai....ada yang tgn laju sikit....cubit pun ada...... yang paling lawaknya..... esoknya saya jumpa the other friend...... suddenly she hugged me........ you know how i response..... "oh now i know how it feels....." ...

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bola dan aku

saya bkn suka sangat bola... saya takut bola... jangan la dibaling....disepak apatah lagi..... tapi sebenarnya saya jaguh dlm game bola..... satu hari lepas saya baring2 atas katil.... saya terkenang ipad kakak saya.... dalam tu ader game bola..... termenung agi teringat sejarah lama waktu gila main game bola.... darjah 6 main dengan kema... try download....tapi semuanya hampeh...... ...

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my yayan

when i was a kid...i really want to call her yayan but in my family no one is allow to call older sister without kak in the front of their name.... for exp:kak yayan.. so one day i call her yayan and my kekwa scolded me.... she tell me that i shouldn't call yayan by only her name.... i love everyone in my family.... but i really adore kak yan so much..... although we are not getting along very well..... but i still love her that much............. she's always be there for me....... maybe sbb dia tak kawen lagi......... but i did pray...

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rayakan pilihan anda

sejak nak pilihan raya nie.... panas ja semua...... sini sana tanya "hg sokong pa" oleh kerana itu....semua pun bajet secret.....walau sendiri2 pun dapat jangka pihak mana hang dan aku sokong.... sebagai anak muda...mahasiswa.... yang tak banyak baca paper..... yang tak tau propa mana2..... aku lebih bersikap natural dalam pemilihan......(walaupun kdg2 aku bias juga) oleh kerana dalam family aku pun caca merba..... ada yg pro dan contra..... pastu kawan pun lebih kurang gitu2 juga....... aku lagi suka menilai pemimpin yang bakal diundi...

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woah final year

yeah...of course final year...is a monster year..... u'll see everyone start to show their true colour.... if it's need to kill someone...i think they willingly to do so.... if u're not strong enough...u better stop at third year only.... as for not so bright girl like me...more to dim la actually..... all the business need to cleaned up perfectly.... i mean if u can hide something better u hide it.... people in the final year always craving something...like vampire craving for blood this not include hiding exam tips from ur classmate.... bukan...

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i better earn a lot of money

kadang-kadang rasa mcm classy gila diri nie.... last month je aku spent rm1000++ untuk semua bnda... bila tengok2 balik....haish aku tak tau pe yang aku wat dgn 1000 tu 2 hari je dah blanja smpi rm50.....beli apa agaknye... kalau nak guna brus gigi..msti nk oral b ubat gigi yang colgate... kalau brg fyp...mesin kalau boleh beli dah beli dah.....semua nak yang sendiri punya makan nak yang mahal ja......kalau boleh no maggi....nak yang  masak...mkn mesti kat luar je... hurm....aku termenung pikir.... sekurangnya monthly aku mesti earn...rm5000...

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