the success of small part determine the succes of more bigger part

i'm fail to work on my project

i'm fall behind..

it's hurt

i try to write in english.....self talking in english...

everything is english....

i'm struggle though....

still in the middle of discussion

just want to screw up with this engineering thingy....

but can't

because abah n emak is not well lately......

they r sick.....

i don't know if time provided for me is enough for me or not.......

me also not too well......

will i ever got a chance to prove something

everything is clinging to me tightly now...