that is how the bond break

Satu hari...i met my friend...and i have so much dating with all my old friend last week until forgetting that i’ve meeting on that one day....only that one day......just let my friend ...frustrating...how come I’m not attend this annual grand meeting....

The story began when i start to tell my friend how i was surviving through all those weeks...and how  offended  i am by only listening to that phrase....my friend just laugh and tell me that “are you out of mind on that day...”....

sure, i was....

i’m sleeping with all those words and when i wake up...the same thing keep going on and on.

actually....on the "NORMAL" day.....that things never ever cross on my mind...or my heart.....

yet...when people say they don't ever care about you....what is the best response that you should give....

Struggling with all the things...i can’t bear anything that stress me out any longer ...that is how i told her

I can’t erase all the things from my mind as the days go on......and starting to lose the faith to be together...only thinking about myself. it is not that i choose to isolate my life from others........it’s because i really need some time to recover...

Mungkin kisah silam kita...kita pernah melukai orang dengan cara yang sama....and  it turns to us back.....moralnye

wrap up semuanya...i told my friend 

“i don’t think i can win over her...she got everything that i have...but i don’t have any single thing that she have.....so i just let it go....it’s only wani....no one care...tunggang terbalik pon...it’s only wani......no one care....”

Then my friend say......

“i do care bout you...your relative care about you...Allah care about you...that’s why HE test you with this kind of problem...HE just want you to turn back to HIM...penuh kehambaan.....penuh rasa kesyukuran...penuh pengharapan.”

Speechless on my seat.....

Thank you Allah for giving me this kind of friend....... i’m nothing without Allah.....