i’ve been watching grey’s anatomy for ninth season now
and of course, I couldn’t lie to myself the story is interesting
season by season…
I started to watch it since I was in form four..
Yep, it did make me want to be a
doctor….
But I do not smart enough to be the one….
From the one that want to be a doctor, finally the story has
leaded me to be interest with the relationship happen between cristina and Meredith……
Everytime I heard both cristina and mer saying this word...
“u’re my person”
I wonder did I ever have one……
My person…
Is not someone that comes with my condition…
Someone that never makes me wants to change her…
He/she can be whatever…
As long as the things do not make them destruct…
I think that’s alright….
Accepting each other’s flaws….
Influence by who they use to be…
Yeah…my person can be anybody….
For now …I think….i don’t have one…..
And I don’t ever have one
If I need to talk with someone bout problems
I just telling anyone about it
And surely that’s not okay for me
Open up about myself to anyone…
That’s never make me want to be the one that I use to be..
Or at least the one that I want to be
Which means later on…I end up with confidence deficit….
Fortunately I got Allah to talk to….
I’ve talking with HIM for long enough….
Alhamdulillah until now…
23 years…insyaallah……
Talk about all the unbearable things…
Asking HIM to make things bearable for me……
And guide me along the way in my life………
HE’s always be my person…
