Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Kita tak punya apa2


Fiqa terduduk.

"Wah sedap ke dengar ceramah free?"

Zati menegur.

Fiqah diam,fikir apa yang disampaikan sebentar tadi kepadanya barangkali.

Saban kali membuat kesalahan, membuatkan dia sendiri lemas.

Direnung jam ditangannya,betapa waktu berlalu begitu pantas.

Dementia, ya fiqah sudah disahkan menghidap dementia.

Setengah perkara amat sukar diingati kini.

Fiqah menarik nafas panjang.

Perlahan-lahan tangannya mencapai buku nota.

Dia perlu mencatat dan terus mencatat, entah sampai bila.

Tangannya menggeletar, tidak pasti apa yang ingin ditulis.

Terlupa, fiqah menarik nafas cuba mencari fokus dan akhirnya terleka dengan kelakuan zati disebelahnya.

"Eh bila masa akak bg zati hedfon tu"

Zati mengalihkan pandangan pada fiqah, pelik dengan persoalan fiqah.

"Tadi bukan akak yang suruh zati guna"

Fiqah terdiam, air mata terlerai.

"Haih aku masih ada masa...no more mistake please..aku tak punya apa2..ingatan aku juga milikNYA"

Ya fiqah mahu kembali, jauh dari membuat kesilapan yang berulang kali.



Friday, July 5, 2013

pain-killer


farah stare at the old cloth,

it belongs to her long last lover

he's dead already.

she thinks thats, time will heal everything, but it does not.

she take awhile,hold the cloth so tight, crying silently.

farah is a detective, working together in the same department with fahmi which is her superior really make her happy back then.

fahmi died on duty while protecting farah.

he got head shot and can't survive.


p/s: i listen to painkiller song by speed ft t-ara, seeya and 5 dolls...and suddenly want to write this short story...really short kan

Thursday, June 27, 2013

sebaik jumpa hang


Sarah tersenyum melihat amir.

"today is the day"

bisik Sarah di dalam hati....

Amir di hujung sana curi-curi memandang Sarah.

dia pasti Sarah berada di sana tapi entah mengapa gundah pula terasa hatinya..

"aku terima nikahnya..........."

dan selesai semuanya kini...

amir merapati sarah..

"assalamualaikum bakal isteri"

sarah terkejut dengan tindakan amir.

"bakal?"

amir mengangguk

"ya la 5 tahun yang lepas..awak bakal isteri saya"

Sarah tergelak sendiri...

"jangan nak mengarut la........jgn lupa lepas nikah nye photo shoot...ader lagi photo shoot len..later find you...i nk follow bride...nnti kang x jln bisnes kita ni"

Sarah berjalan meninggalkan Amir...

Amir tersenyum melihat Sarah berlalu darinya

"thank Allah, let me know her and married her"

Amir dan Sarah merupakan photographer majlis pernikahan pada hari itu. Bersama membina bisnes di dalam  bidang photography, dan akhirnya pada 5 tahun yang lalu, akhirnya mereka bersetuju untuk mendirikan rumahtangga bersama. Dari rakan kongsi kini suami isteri. majlis-majlis sebegini sangat ditunggu mereka berdua. perbaharui rasa bahagia alam pernikahan dengan khutbah nikah serta lafaz taklid yang sentiasa dilafazkan sewaktu hari pernikahan.

END

p/s: ni aku tulis sebab aku asik dengaq lagu thank god i found you...waktu watch others people wedding...haih...

Monday, June 24, 2013

stalking people


i think that i've got much free times right now...

last two days, i was very busy..

handling life...

finding what we call is as stability of life...

everything is settle just now...

and me...

don't know what to do...

stalking people.....

you know....that's really mean...

my life is just dull...lonely right now....

and times is super duper fast la sekarang ni....

i really love busy life...

working, apart of busying submitting assignment last minute?

hahahaa...

hari tu aku baca artikel ni

pasai keberkatan masa....

u know something....yang terkesan kat jantung aku

when that ustaz saying like this

"sebab kurangnya keberkatan masa, masa akan jadi macam sangat singkat...pastu kita ni da la da rasa masa dah habis singkat dah...pi lagi keja benda lagha...bukan la nak isi masa dengan perkara2 ibadah ka...manfaat ka...."

oiiii people wake up la....

hidup utk keberkatan...

maybe i'm going to practice speech a lot...

kita kalau nak confidence jangan dengan pekedai ja...

biar dengan interviewee pun mantop gak....

oh and then...since...mmg byk gila masa terluang...

i might finish up memorising surah al-baqarah completely...

ayat n its translation.....

lama dah tangguh ni...dri first year agi....

this ramadhan will be special..if i managed to istiqamah n hinder myself doing something inappropriate n dosa besar...like watching something that is not good for heart and eyes...

yo...pray for me.......


Sunday, June 23, 2013

finishing school


yay!!!!...

dah habis belajaq....

tapi tu la aku kat cni lagi....

dan....tak dan nk say goodbye n thank you to all my friends...

yeah....many things happen within four years....

from good things...to not so bad...n finally really bad thing....

the end...we still manage to recover...neutralize to be this good...

haha....

me...for all this four year...sticking to this four person like sticking pad....

yeah...even though they really don't like me but hey...... they are just too nice

Allah granted them with great patience to keep our prenship till the end...

Allah petikkan hati kami untuk berjumpa...bersahabat..jadikan kami saling ingat dan mengingatkan tentang perkara baik dan buruk....dan akhirnya pada tanggal 22/6/2013...sekali lagi Allah uji kami dengan perpisahan....

semuanya telah ditakdirkan....

Alhamdulillah...this sem.....semua bnda pun smoothly happen...

at the very least,,,kami berjaya hantaq awal product design kami...hahahaa......

mereka la keluarga saya selama empat tahun berada di perantauan...berjauhan dengan real family saya....

sedih...sakit...susah...senang....smua  dh kongsi brsma mreka.....

sdikit sebanyak....membentuk diri...personaliti  kini...

hahaha...tq gila....

x kira la pada stage mana pun kita berada pasni...

lets pray to meet someone nice to be our friend...like you guys in the future...

at least me keep praying...the same dua'  since we've been apart...yesterday....



this is the only picture that i have, fit for five of us...even though..my face is barely seen...haha...taken by nuin phone camera....our first jalan2 di perlis...gua kelam....first year...there's su..hajar..imah..nuin n wani...