Satu
hari...i met my friend...and i have so much dating with all my old friend last
week until forgetting that i’ve meeting on that one day....only that one
day......just let my friend ...frustrating...how come I’m not attend this
annual grand meeting....
The
story began when i start to tell my friend how i was surviving through all
those weeks...and how offended i am by only listening to that phrase....my
friend just laugh and tell me that “are you out of mind on that day...”....
sure, i
was....
i’m
sleeping with all those words and when i wake up...the same thing keep going on
and on.
actually....on the "NORMAL" day.....that things never ever cross on my mind...or my heart.....
yet...when people say they don't ever care about you....what is the best response that you should give....
Struggling
with all the things...i can’t bear anything that stress me out any longer ...that is how i told her
I
can’t erase all the things from my mind as the days go on......and starting to
lose the faith to be together...only thinking about myself. it is not that i choose
to isolate my life from others........it’s because i really need some time to
recover...
Mungkin
kisah silam kita...kita pernah melukai orang dengan cara yang sama....and it turns to us back.....moralnye
wrap up semuanya...i told my friend
“i
don’t think i can win over her...she got everything that i have...but i don’t
have any single thing that she have.....so i just let it go....it’s only
wani....no one care...tunggang terbalik pon...it’s only wani......no one
care....”
Then
my friend say......
“i
do care bout you...your relative care about you...Allah care about you...that’s
why HE test you with this kind of problem...HE just want you to turn back to
HIM...penuh kehambaan.....penuh rasa kesyukuran...penuh pengharapan.”
Speechless
on my seat.....
Thank
you Allah for giving me this kind of friend....... i’m nothing without
Allah.....
